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Wonderland
Even if you know what’s coming, you’re never prepared for how it feels.
Natalie Standiford, How to Say Goodbye in Robot (via larmoyante)

1. 3 weeks into knowing each other, I distanced myself so far from you I might as well have moved across the country. I am so sorry.

2. Once you start falling in love, you can’t stop. You just keep falling and falling until you fall forever for that one person - or you fall and you break. I broke you, and I am so sorry.

3. There’s different types of fears. There’s hesitance and there’s suffocation with a scent of death. You were the latter. I am so sorry.

4. When you give into fear, you either cope with it or it kills you. When you killed parts of me, I killed all of you. I am so sorry.

5. Handing someone your heart is like handing them a gun and giving them permission to pull the trigger. I should have warned you; I love to flirt with tragedy. I am so sorry.

6. I’m more stubborn than a hurricane on acid. I taught winter how to be cold. I’m more inconsistent than cell phone reception in the middle of a forest. You dealt with my cruelest flaws but I couldn’t even deal with your habit of short fingernails and coffee breath. I’m so sorry.

7. You spilled your heart to me and I forgot to mention all I do is walk away from messes. I am so sorry.

8. You were in such a dark place, so I ran. I guess I was scared of seeing something so similar to me besides in my own reflection. Fuck dammit, I am so sorry.

9. I never cheated and I never lied or hit you or cursed at you or used your flaws against you, or anything like that but oh god, did I hurt you. I am so sorry.

10. I remember lots of “I’m sorry’s” and “I can’t do this anymore’s” and “I don’t want to hurt you’s” — but I don’t remember a single “goodbye”. I am so fucking sorry.

11. You were 11 when you lost your mother. Not to a coffin, but to burning vodka and poison-filled needles. I am so sorry. (I hope she is too.)

12. 11 months and 12 days later, I’m counting up to our year anniversary. Since I left, all I’ve been doing is drinking and smoking and fucking until I feel that distinct feeling of feeling absolutely nothing at all. Happy Anniversary, darling - I am so sorry.

13. I’m not sorry because of my countless mistakes. I am sorry because you loved me and I love you and I lost you. I am so sorry. I will always be sorry.

13 apologies // (everyone usually writes about someone who hurt them, so I thought I’d try something different) (via xistant)
You left me with bleeding wrists and a broken heart.
A Ten Word Poem (via shesdressedindecay)
It’s three o’clock in the morning
and my heart feels empty because
you are not beside me
and i miss you than i could explain
but good lord even though i want you,
i hate that i do i mean i hate
that i miss you
because i mean
nothing
to you.
"My partner and I broke up and it’s really hard for me.” /// r.i.d (via inkskinned)
5weetsorrow:

nic0tine-kisses:

The Amity Affliction // Pabst Blue Ribbon on Ice

Sad/Bands/B&W blog

5weetsorrow:

nic0tine-kisses:

The Amity Affliction // Pabst Blue Ribbon on Ice

Sad/Bands/B&W blog

kanashimi-ni-obore:

I wrote again, idk

kanashimi-ni-obore:

I wrote again, idk

Don’t touch me if you don’t mean it.
The War Boys (2009)

You didn’t even try to save it this time. You have to understand what you said hurt but I’m trying to figure it out and I can’t unless I have you and you aren’t wiling to do it. And now I don’t know what to do

unaesthete:

im sorry

unaesthete:

im sorry